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Five-Pounders

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small babies, light as a bag of sugar 
or a trout, too eager to get out, 
to get going, first babies, babies of mothers 
who didn’t give up gin or meth or lucky strikes, 
mothers who didn’t know, 
babies who come in twos or threes, 
their heads squished like a peanut 
or potato, too weak to latch 
or using more calories nursing 
than they take in, sleeping again 
before they eat enough, babies who shiver, 
unable to stay warm even flannel-wrapped, 
a heat lamp over them, eyes bandaged 
against a burn, an IV in the head for glucose, 
a tube for oxygen in the nose, 
drops from a syringe after mom pumps, 
monitors attached to chest, legs, arms, 
tough babies, fighters who learn, 
after they get here, to breathe, 
to burn calories, to suck, babies 
named Reggie, Mia, Kyle, or Bao, 
babies finally hooked to no machines, 
wearing only their diapers, babies who kick 
and wave and gum their fists and thrive

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BYU Studies 65:1
ISSN 2837-004x (Online)
ISSN 2837-0031 (Print)